Thursday, April 30, 2015

My outlet

I have really come to love this blogging thing, I spend a lot more of my blogging episodes on my other blog as I reflect on a man I miss so much my daddy. I'm able to just let my raw emotions spill out onto the computer I cry I sob and sometimes laugh out loud.
But this blog is much different well I want to separate it as such. I'm amazed with people in this world, people who portray lives better than yours, complain and or have no problems at all. Sorry life ain't F$#&*@? Perfect. This past week I have really reflected on myself and the people in my life, really looked hard at the ones who maybe are just along to be nosey, ones who want to compare and ones who truly get me and love me. It's funny when you start to look around people and their true colors show. They say they care but ya know they don't give a rats ass, well I think it's time I pull up my big girl panties and only worry about what I think of myself. The world is scary enough and life is too short to waste on those whom only bring you down, so I look at the bigger picture and keep those who love me for who I am.